cos i slowly realise that i am realli bad at it... n i have gt to admit...
~sad~
work dun realli seem smooth recentli..
although my ongoin projs seems pretty ok.. no major hip cups n stuff..
but... i feel pretty empty...
unlike previous when the excitment is there..
recentli i feel fear more than ani other thgs... how??
i had alr voice out my will of leavin...
but i'm not sure if this is wat i realli wan...
movin to a new place doesnt mean that i will be able to excel...
and also doesnt mean that i will meet friends like those i have in AP Com...
i realli like the ppl here...
if i am realli gonna leave.. i am gonna miss mich, suleen, suying,darren, sheryn mama, cindi, nisi,audrey c n w... gonna miss them all...
omg... thats all of them..
hmm... at this point its another big confusion... whenever i met wif prob, its either solved immediatey or its gonna drag for years... haiz...
jus hope this will b easier...
i dun wan ani headache or heartache..
i am seriously havin heart attack frm alot of thgs happening..
no room for any more problems...
went to meet my baby on sun... cos this comin week gotta wrk...
sad~~~ but....
i love doin road shows... haha
hope will be fun but not stress...
at least the preparation is much easier.. haha


