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Saturday, September 30, 2006

had been pretty tired mentally...
due to certain things that had been happening around...
new thoughts n learnings...

1. Family
i never realise that i had negelected them so much, as in my aunts n others...
for daddy n mummy still not so bad... cos we all along had limited communication time..
Er Yi had been so sick, sick for so long till i'm getting lost...
kinda not use to the sickly er yi..
she use to be the fat fat cute cute er yi, whenever my friends pop by my place... she will definitely be laughing ard and cookin great dishes for us...
but now... she no longer cook, she no longer jokes and i seldom hear her laughter..
the best thg is... She slim down le... so not use to it... haiz..
she use to be cheering for herself whenever she slims down like a kg of so...
now... we wan her to put on weight... even a kg will b great...
Er Yi, Get Well Soon...
*angela prays*

My Cousin whose oni few mths younger than me will be holdin her 21st celebration next sun...
hmm... wat to get for her?? mus discuss wif kor kor...
I will definitelt b there... but not early la... haha...
all of us had kinda drifted apart as we were all busy wif our own stuff, but during this period of time, i realise our thking still sticks as one...

This is taken years back during ah ma's birthday..

This is the latest pic that we all took together... on my 21st birthday...
Time really flies... we are all young adults le... jus imagine yrs later when i'm gonna blog abt them again.. i will b on the topic of kids and stuff le... haha

I felt so great to have them by me since young, great friends, great buddy, great family members...

haha... gonna have a new one soon...

2. Work
this is the biggest headache i have le.. still stuck in the situation of a big NO NO... haiz...
long grandma story, so gonna skip that...
jus hope that thgs will eventualli turn out well.. if not... hmm...

3. Love...
Being in love is a wonderful thg,
Best is to be loved cos its easy... jus enjoy being loved..
Love comes from alot of people, frm my family and friends and definitely U..

Thanks a million for being there for me all along for so many years...
i really appreciates it and i remember everithg deeply in my heart..
Give me some time.. cos i realli need it alot.. i have tonnes of thgs to sort out..
you know me very well, so u shld know what i mean and why i said these.
hope u can understand..
ok? promise??

i no longer wan ani tears... i oni wan laughter..
i wan a life of an Angel, Life with Love n Smile..

Friday, September 29, 2006

this post meant to come earlier...
but my lazy fingers jus dont listen to me...

Su sent us flowers... so sweet...
i gt lilies my lilies....
thanks thanks

This realli brightens my day.. Cheers!!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Pics Pics!!

(Saturday Dinner at Suntec)

(Mambo night- Some time back)

Weekend Over... Here comes the whole of the week...
today is already tue, a day close to mid week, a day where the blue feelin subsided..

Had a busy weekend, NOT enough SLEEP!!
I NEED MORE!!
busy helpin out at Yi Ma stall...
it had been so so long since i last went there to help...
this time its for Yima.. cos she is still not well...
cos regardless of how tired or how busy i am...
I have to be there...

after these few days i realise how UGLY singporeans can be...
during the weekdays when i am wrking...
da yima went to work alone...
she kena bullied lor..
but those who claims that the are 'RIGHT'

Queuing is Right! but WATCH ur queue!
Yima was alone at the stall during lunch hrs, busy cooking, serving, taking order etc...
so rightful act of singaporeans should QUEUE or at least take your own food...
Don't have the habit that u need to be SERVED IMMEDIATELY...

there's this middle age guy who came wif his mum for lunch..
after choosing wants, he wanted to place his order...
his mum placed the order 1st, so wat my aunt did was... Serve her 1st...
They did not offer to take the food themselves.. thats ok...
after my aunt serve the food to his mum... next will be his turn...
my aunt went back and start preparing his food... serve it to him and... guess wat...
HE DON'T WANT it ANYMORE!
he said: "Why you serve the old lady(his mum) first when i reach the stall faster than her. For that i no longer want the food.."
He didnt even bother to come and say. dont cook mine, i dun wan anymore..
the food goes to waste.. my auntie was screamed at lor..
what the hell.. lucky yima not in the mood and no one is ard... if not.. a quarrel is unavoidable lor..

wat a man can he be... is he crazy? or his is jus mentally unstable...
come on! that so-called OLD LADY is ur MUM! U Wont die of hunger by waiting for last than 5 mins.. and u expect us to jump the sequence and serve u 1st... u r not even a VIP...
fat hope! pls... if happen to let me see u... i will wan u to understand how u shld show others basic respect and also show urself some respect. n pls... be a MAN.. be a human being... with the basic ability to be reasonable lot...cos ur behaviour is worse than anythg that appears on earth...
u r simply psyco.. if u wanna degrade urself.. go! go Ahead! but not here...

at times i really think that human beings need to be re-educated.. including myself..
there's still thgs that we had alr forgotten...
we are slowly loosing the nature of being a Human... n some behaviour worse than an insect...

Friday, September 22, 2006

on the 15th Sep, i had a dinner wif my mei mei..
its her bdae...
but due to various thgs tt's happening at home, no one is in the mood...
no one is free...

so there comes the sista who accompanies her for her bdae dinner...

A Tribute to M-E-N

For all those men who say,
" Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free ?"
Here's an update for you:
Today, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY???
Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage.

Men are like....
1. Men are like ... Laxatives . .....
They irritate the crap out of yo

2. Men are like. Bananas .......
The older they get, the less firm they are.

3. Men are like ...... Weather .
Nothing can be done to change them.

4. Men are like ....... Blenders
You need One, but you're not quite sure why.

5. Men are like ....... Chocolate Bars ....
Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.

6. Men are like ...... Commercials .......
You can't believe a word they say.

7. Men are like ...........Department Stores .....
Their clothes are always 1/2 off.

8. Men are like .......Government Bonds ....
They take soooooooo long to mature.

9. Men are like......... Mascara .
They usually run at the first sign of emotion.

10. Men are like.....Popcorn .....
They satisfy you, but only for a little while.

11. Men are like..... Snowstorms ....
You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.

12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps ....
Fun to look at, but not very bright.

13. Men are like............Parking Spots ..........
All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

Haha.. read this frm a mail today... pretty cool n interesting...
Have a Great Laugh...

Thursday, September 21, 2006

had a great time wif my neighbour + semi-clone

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

hahaz...
now i shld be on the bangkok street travelling from one golf course to the other...
but....
i am here, back in the office..

due to dunno wat military crisis in thai, its unsafe to go over.
1st time i heard: "Overseas Event POSTPONED"
to when i dunno... but eventually will...
jus pray that the next time round will b smooth...

heard abt all the news last night around 1 am...
cant slp for the whole night... scary...
reached airport at 6am... waiting for our clients' final decision as in whether the event is still on...
aft hrs of debating and discusion... "POSTPONE"
to them its a mus to have the event but as to when? hmm... we will see...
Then met Lucas n Kenneth...
Lucas wrkin at airport... wah... look so different when at wrk... hee
Kenneth.. preparing to go Bangkok.. Sorry not goin to meet you there... Dont forgt to help me buy k... u noe wat... hee.. Take care on your trip, Ok?

now back in office, finish calling all the delegates regarding the situation.
So Happy to heard some nice comments.
There is an interested guy who wrote me an email

"Hi xxx,

i understand the situation in bangkok now? Do i still need to pack my bag? Do i need to bring my army helmet??

Regards
xxx

"

He is so so cute... when i called him, he asked again:"Need Helmet or Gun??"
He made me feel better...

There is another lady who left me a deep impression, she left me a few messages on my voice mail checking on the event status.
When i finally got back to her, her comments was

Me:"Can i speak to Ms xxx"
Miss xxx: "Oh ger, where are you?Are you there?"
Me:"No Mdm, no worry i am still in spore"
Ms xxx:"Oh... Thank Godness... So glad to hear that you still in spore."
Me:"Thanks for your concern Mdm, i called to inform you that the event is postponed"
Ms xxx: "Poor ger, i can see all the effort you all put in had gone to waste cos it had been a long preparation."
Me:"Thanks, hope you can join us when we set the new date."

haha... she is so so nice, made me feel SOOOOO much better...
Guest tends to be nasty at times but occasionally they will brighten your day with some nice words. And this is wat i realli look forward to and makes me fell in love wif doin events.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

it had been a long long time since my last entry...

it had been so long till the stage where i cant even recall what had really happened.

recentli had been pretty hactic at wrk..
SIA golf comin... means alot of thgs to be done n prepared...
goin to travel means alot to pack n prepare...
to me, all along the thg tt matters to me the most is how i feel...

recentli i had been negelectin all my own feeling...
i didnt really have the time n ability to jus sit down quietly and ask myself wat i realli want and how i am feeling...
i know i had been neglectin my family cos of my work... i know i had neglected him bcos of my wrk...
but it dont seem that i had put in alot of effort to make my wrk perfect...
regardless how hard i try... its alwaes prone to mistakes and eventually someone has to take responsibility..
i dont realli know what had gotten over me... jus that recent daes.. wrk don seem smooth...
although i like my fellow friends there... but somethgs jus meant to happen...
i am a little unsure... not sure which is the right path to choose..
i need some more time... time to cool down n thk abt it...
i guess i really need a good talk with myself...
all will have to wait till i come back frm bangkok?? or bintan??

in less that 12 hrs i will be at bangkok.. struggling wif my event stuff...
prays that it will b smooth and nuttin goes wrong..
have a smooth trip and smooth wrk then i can enjoy myself over the weekends...
pls pls... i dun wan bu bu ani more... i cant take any more setbacks le...
i am tired...

*Angela prays for smooth jorney and safe trip*

Sunday, September 10, 2006

~again... its a sunday night...
hmm...
had a terrible saturday... all bcos of myself...

it had been so long since i last went to KTV...
so i ask eric to go...
n the worse thg is...
i lost my ability of singing... this is crap...
i cant sing... i cant reach the pitch that i use to reach...
i cant complete a song... i cant sing at my best form...
wat happened???
its like loosing a best friend... sad sad sad
i thk eric sense my terrible mood aft my 1st song.... n he tried to direct my attention to his 'furnie' singing...
Thanks dear... i am just upset abt myself...

Then i went shopping... my fav activity...
haha...
went to mango... wanted to get the dress mindy has...
guess wat eric says...
"u sure u wanna get this?? it makes ur legs shirt n HUGE !! "
omg!! *pengz*

then went to levis...
finally usin my vouchers...
thanks lucas n kelvin...
this is wat i gt for myself... thanks guys

the surprising thg of the day is... my dearest eric...

when i am payin for my top.. he went to look ard and he randomly picked up a shirt...
Eric:"wat u thk of this??
me: "hmm... not bad... can try lor.."
Eric:"orh... ok.."

to me this is like..
"wat happened to him... strike 4D? Did smthg wrong?? or he's havin fever??"

haha.. since he so enthu this time round.. i made him try more... haha
use all my sales strategies.. haha...
he he really gt himself that shirt... yipee...

finally trim my eyebrow todae...
haiz... had been waiting for this day...
but the beautician pissed me off...
stupid me to go to the wrong place...

this top caught my eye...
a toga that i had been lookin for...

i didnt buy...
i am glad that i am a gd ger todae..
i didnt buy it on impulse...
the material is bad...
i like the design.. i like the way the pink flora thg goes with the white top...
but the material is so so yucky..
jus dun understand why they jus cant choose a better material...
sad... if not i am sure to grab it on spot...
hope i can control myself n dun get it if i happen to see this top again... haha

Friday, September 08, 2006

todae was a new start...
i am EARLY !!
1st time in so mani months that i went to wrk early... oni 2 mins late..
haha

but when i reach... the place is so peaceful...
oni see eudora who's eatin her breakfast...
no one ard my area le... haha
sad~~ then i came to realise that there is an event in the morning...
that means my neighbour n suleen will b out...
haiz... alone...

went to my desk... its in a mess... haha...
stationaries all over the place...
thanks to my bearest neighbour... haha
her usual style.. i like it... haha...
cute n unique..

the best part of the day is... the cleaner.. our auntie... haha
i was havin my breakfast at my seat when auntie came over n i notice her due to her long ~sigh~

auntie: "why is this ger so funny?"
me: "har????"
auntie: "y she throws everythg on the floor??"
me: "ey...."
auntie:" everytime got to pick up for her... haiz..."
me: "auntie... u can just leave it there.. she is use to it le.. haha"
auntie: "tissue also everywhere... haiz"
me:"erm.. i will remind her..."

look at her mess...

haha... she is the one n only ger like that.. although messy.. bt character lor...
so cute... gonna have a fun time wif her...

i guess recentli all of us veri stress up.. due to all the upcoming projects and shortage of manpower... sad...
sooner or later we r all gonna go crazy...
definitely worse than our routine 5pm laughter session... haha..

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

i wanna share wif all of u how wonderful it is to have an off dae on MONDAY!!
Yeah!!

slp till 12... happy
lunch at sakae... yummy!!
shoppin... YEAH!!

wat else beats this... when everiones having monday blues in the office...
i am having my break..
i know tis is mean to my fellow buddies in office...
but sorry guys... i longed to this...

haha..

the only sad thg is that SGD is slippin out of my wallet without a sound...
sadz...

*Tan Sistaz at Sakae*

*My fav HanaMaki*

*nOw Call UdOn Sistaz*
haha...

next will be our fav. Neo Prints...

neo print session is a must thg whenever i come out wif this ger of mine...
haha... the same type of blood flows in our body.. we r both photo freaks...
haha

i shld have more pictures to post...
just dunno where to start frm...
frm the night wif the gers?
or my monday outing wif my sis?

hmm...
i will summarize ba.. pretty lazy le...
Nite out wif my girly...
fun... but as usual... "HAPPENING"
haha... u gers shld know wat i mean...
but abit sian cos i saw thgs i dun wish to see...
*sad*

*the sweet 4*

Eugenia Babe

my girlfriend... Mindy

This post mainly pics ba

Yeah!! finally comex over...
one more event b4 i can see my holidays...
haha...

1st time wrkin in an IT fair..
1st impression: Wat a Small Booth
2nd thought: Why no budget for more staff
3rd wants: Get me somethg to do
4th Desire: I wan my proper meals

haha...
i had been eating my meals for the 1st 2 days as there are no biz... (redemption)
but who know... sat n sun kills me...
ppl comes non stop... n u noe wat...
singaporean simply have the ability to complain abt anithg..
even FREE gifts...
*sad*
these ppl simply spoils my day...

had some great pals who visited me...
AP Commers: Sacrificing all your lunch time
Doreen: Finally let me see ur ben ben..
Ivy: With purchases some more...
Leon n Jason: With Corn for me
Edwin: Fruit n Nut Choc
Jeffrey: With ur Beloved ger...

so happy...
n coincidently bump into some friends...
derrick... doreen's bro.. amazin aft so mani yrs i can still recog him
Yvonne... wrkin as promoter...
Claudia... Wrkin at BenQ
1 PYSS Junior... cant rem his name...
haha

Aniwae... i still had a great time..
wif the aid of fellow friends... audrey, gladsy, eugenia, Joanne, Jooann(Joanna), Zhi Cheng and vincent
n not forgettin my FAVOURITE family members Darren n Suying... who came down on sat n sun to help... thanks thanks

*me n da jie (audrey)

*my girlys for the weekend

*me n Suying* love ya ger... *shy*

*see how playful my gers can be... haha.. so cute*

Over n done with... time to move on to the next proj... yeah