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Death Note

Went to watch it at cathy last night..
eric make me confused before watching it...
as he alwaes have doubts in the movies i choose, he randomly pop me a qns, expecting no ans frm me.. which is the usual...

Eric: Erm... wat's this show abt
Me: ey.. dunno... alot of my friends says its nice
Eric: Sure bo???
Me: Ya... not only one said that
Eric: Its from a comic leh...
Me: Izzit?? (give him the confuse look)
Eric: u dun even noe a single thg abt the show n u wanna watch... haiz

haha... true la... most of the time i dont noe anithg abt the background...
but i believe... eventualli... aft i watch...
i will know le lor...
no hurry ma...
haha...

as the usual greedy me... we bought LAYS... BBQ... haha
went into the theatre early and started eating...

Eric: Can eat slowly.. movie haven start.. chips finishing...

my point here is that. i expect it to be a horror movie..
from the title "DEATH note"
so i wanna hurry finish then can fully utilise my fingers while watching ma...

to the least i expect... its not lor...
not horror.. no ghost... its like a show where requires alot of thinkin...
and amazingly... I FULLY understand... all of it... ALL the part..
smart rite... haha...

i finally get to eat 'tian bu la' again... nice nice...
had been thkin abt it since the time eug n reen bought...
hehe... but hor... eric ask "why is 'tian bu la' spicy??"
stupid... althought i dunno y.. but its silly to ask this qns... keke

took a cab home... slept very very earli..

this is gonna b a post full of pics.. haha

cos jus met up wif the gers on sat for our youngest baby's 21st bdae celebration...

Ms Yap.. she is going 21 le... finally...

its a pre-birthday celebration...

met the gers ard 10+ at costa sands pasir ris...

they ta bao mac breakfast for me... so sweet...

the reason behind the sweetness is that i am late lor... hee

*Photo Taking freaks in action*

Then the whole preparation starts...

washing n cleaning...

for me... i do alot of waiting...

*wait wait*

after all the wrk n waiting...

we have loads of free time...

hmm... so we jump into games...

*min with her hello kitty uno card*

for the whole afternoon, we are busy wif card game.. MJ... and...

SlackINg...

*Photo freak caught in action*

*lazing time on bed, strike a pose b4 our hair gets messy*

the host style of the day is done by 'Professional Min'

BBQ is never enjoying for gers...

really...

n we r creating smoke on top of the haze.. silly rite..

guess the use of the paper plate...

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ans: Temporary Mask...

tts wat my ger mindy thought of lor...

"SOOOOO SMART"

haha

see... we die die also wanna take a pic..

regardless how warm, sticky, sweaty and dirty we are..

the power of camera... haha

wanna post some new pics i jus received...

taken wif sarah in office...

nice nice... love it...

*Photo Monster in Action*

*Here we go Again*

*The Sweety Post*

Photo freaks... just cant get enough of ourselves...

haha...

we jus click when camera's up.. haha

u rock ger!!!

met up wif reen and eugenia some time back...
for dinner n shopping...
but... midway.. eugenia ran off wif her boy...
so the following pics she is NOT in it...

todae is thurs... we will b movin into the chalet tmr afternoon...

the last girly's birthdae celebration...

she is alwaes seem to be the mature n da jie jie kind...

but who knows... she is the youngest...

finally its her turn to be 21...

happy~~

but ger... sorry....

u helped me alot for my bdae celebration...

but for yours i cant fully commit, due to...... etc etc...

so... hmm.. will make up to you de...

finally grow up le..

hurry get married la... cos can see that u r the most stable one lor...

all the best n love ya lotz..

Bintan Bintan...

just came back from Bintan on sunday...

guess wat... i am such a smart ger lor...

i brought my camera charger but not my cam...

smart rite... argh.... cannot take pics lor..

but nvm... gt backup.. my phone..

went on thurs morning...

its a tough time checking in... waited some time to check in our boxes, banners and stuff..

n alot of items have to be 'hand carried'..

look like auntie lor... haha

but upon reaching Bintan... smooth journey... cos the nirwana staff are already there waiting for us.. handling all the stuff...

We did a quick check-in and i head straight to my room and start working...

unpack n pack..

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then we went for lunch...

the food is kinda like wat i had in Sanya... haha

the serving, the portion and the presentation of the food...

the taste is ~sO sO lor

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Work starts n never stop... alot of thgs to be done..

alot of ammendments made... blah blah blah....

usual event style...

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Day one pass by

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Day Two Pass by

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then it comes day 3 (14/10)

happy happy

cos i know event coming to an end....

this is when i can have a little breathing space...

so glad...

drinking session in the night...

haha... felt so great when i see the guest enjoying themselves throughout the night... singing.. dancing... drinking.... and moving ard....

it felt good that ppl are enjoying...

oh ya oh ya...

another thing to mention is that...

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We gt a gift...

a small token from one of the korean guest...

after dinner, he came over and hand a box of chocolate to me...

" Thanks for your help these few days, its a small token from me.. Share it with the others"

so nice...

i felt great...

regardless how tired n upset i am...

the gift is a great encouragement...

really...

Thanks Sir...

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Then i went for a head, neck and shoulder massage...

complimentry by Sheryn...

guess wat...

the venue is directly beside the bar... and....

its jus blocked by some wooden panes with huge spaces...

me n suleen went...

it was shiok lor...

then out of the blue..

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"mdm, take off ur clothes"

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we were like... 'har??'

haha... but we still follow lor...

haha... dunno if anyone notice la... if not damn paiseh...

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Shiok Shiok...

Massages make me feel sleepy... very very sleepy...

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Last day of the event is pretty relaxing...

cos main job is to send the guest off and arrange for the transports..

pretty smooth...

no major mischaps...

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Went for another session of massage...

This time round it is Ruai Massage...

This is a gd one lor...

whole body... head to toe...

1 hr ++

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felt so refresh...

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Finally it came to an end...

80% over

Here are some pics i took

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View from the walk-way... Nirwana Gaderns

Outside or Nirwana

Time to say goodbye to the old blog skin that i had been using...

i love it.. but its time to change...

New Skin..

Hope u guys will like it like i do...

i had a new haircut n fringe rebonding...
some time back...
no time to blog regarding it...
hmm... gonna blog abt my bintan trip later tonight or tmr.. before i start forgettin...

donkey days since i last blog...
shit lor...
had been goin through a shitty period in my life...

everithg jus not smooth... i use to love the feeling of goin home...
now i begin to have fear... cos i dunno wat to do when i get home...
its the empty feelin.. n when i see the others at home..
its so unlike our family, so unfamiliar... so inacceptable...

swollen eyes, tears, frowns.... these are what i see everidae...
i jus fear goin back home...
i am suppose to go n visit her aft wrk... but all of a sudden..
smthg kept me away...
i didnt go directly... i ran away...
i went to bugis alone.. walk ard...
blank mind... when into shops...
i decide to start buyin...
cos shopping is the thg tt cheers me up...

i bought shoes, tubes, shirt....
but i am still unhappy...
i feel worse... so i rush down to SGH...
i almost cried when i am in front of her... lucky i didnt...
mummy hold me back again... nag by her again...
i jus cant control..
i truely cant... i am jus not gd at controlling tears and emotions...
the feelin is as though i am blowin...
my head spinning... tears flooded my eyes... blur vision...
my mind simply went blank...
this is so yucky...

i jus cant understand y mus she suffer...
i know i mus b strong and i am tryin to..
now she knows of her illness... (not all details)
she is willing to go through treatment...
but these treatments hurts... bleeding... hairdrop..
i jus cant imagine...... i dunno wat i can do to help her also lor..

how long more can we hold on to her??
how long more can we have her by our side??
i dunno... realli dunno...
3 mths?? 1 mth?? 2 weeks??
can someone just tell me...
these are wat the doc say...
who the hell can accept... i admit tt i cant...
she is impt to me.. to our family...
i realli dun wish to loose her...
i can only wait... n wait...

dear friends, do treasure your love ones..
life is veri fragile...

Haven been blogging for a few days le...
no energy and mood to blog..
sorry thgs happening ard r causing me heart attacks and heart arche...
hmm... sooner or later i might die of heart diseases lor...
infection cos by multiple attacks...

i alwaes understand the fact that
"LIfe is Fragile"
"Life is Precious"
"Treasure the ones you Love"
etc etc etc...

I alwaes keep these thoughts deep in my heart and locked in my mind.. but when thgs realli happened...
i am still ~LOST~
No worries friends, nuttin serious had happen yet.. i know most of u care... thanks...
i am jus troubled by the arising problems and ongoin issues... family and wrk... feeling very exhausted by the travelling, but i dun have a choice... she is my dearest yi ma...

i had been slowly loosin the 'magic' in my wrk.. i am gettin very careless.. die liao.. aging symptoms... hmm...

thanks eric... i know y u didnt wanna bother me these few daes and i truely understand your stand... thanks thanks... but dun run away k.. u r alwaes wanted by angela... forever... hehe... happy to hear that??

gonna get busy over the weekend... alot of shopping to be done... hehe... for all the Oct Babies... and gotta get a great idea for the special one who is not wif me, eug and reen... haha... obvious liao... can guess who is it le... I MISS U... If u happen to see this... please contact us k... haiz... gonna go bintan next week le... will it b a smooth one?? i can foresee a busy schedule next week... haiz... die liao

New pics of me n my darlings...
Me n Meiting... when visiting yi ma..

Me n meiwei..

Me n Xiao San

Me Me Me... Outside Office... love this Red Top... Choosen by my Baby Reen..

Here u r... dearest Reen..

Now it will be the pics of me n eric during our last Dinner meet aft the movie 'Rob B Hoon' featuring the amazing 1 yr old baby boy Mathew... He is SOOOOO CUte n lovely.. jus feel like kissing him on his cheeks... hehe..
This boy is slowly learning to pose le lor... although didnt do well la.. but boy.. gd try... haha..

FOC de... Dun b so fussy... haha
Wooohooo Food... Yummy!! :p

*Smile Like a Angel... Prays that things will Always get Better.. *