had been pretty tired mentally...
due to certain things that had been happening around...
new thoughts n learnings...

1. Family
i never realise that i had negelected them so much, as in my aunts n others...
for daddy n mummy still not so bad... cos we all along had limited communication time..
Er Yi had been so sick, sick for so long till i'm getting lost...
kinda not use to the sickly er yi..
she use to be the fat fat cute cute er yi, whenever my friends pop by my place... she will definitely be laughing ard and cookin great dishes for us...
but now... she no longer cook, she no longer jokes and i seldom hear her laughter..
the best thg is... She slim down le... so not use to it... haiz..
she use to be cheering for herself whenever she slims down like a kg of so...
now... we wan her to put on weight... even a kg will b great...
Er Yi, Get Well Soon...
*angela prays*

My Cousin whose oni few mths younger than me will be holdin her 21st celebration next sun...
hmm... wat to get for her?? mus discuss wif kor kor...
I will definitelt b there... but not early la... haha...
all of us had kinda drifted apart as we were all busy wif our own stuff, but during this period of time, i realise our thking still sticks as one...

This is taken years back during ah ma's birthday..

This is the latest pic that we all took together... on my 21st birthday...
Time really flies... we are all young adults le... jus imagine yrs later when i'm gonna blog abt them again.. i will b on the topic of kids and stuff le... haha

I felt so great to have them by me since young, great friends, great buddy, great family members...

haha... gonna have a new one soon...

2. Work
this is the biggest headache i have le.. still stuck in the situation of a big NO NO... haiz...
long grandma story, so gonna skip that...
jus hope that thgs will eventualli turn out well.. if not... hmm...

3. Love...
Being in love is a wonderful thg,
Best is to be loved cos its easy... jus enjoy being loved..
Love comes from alot of people, frm my family and friends and definitely U..

Thanks a million for being there for me all along for so many years...
i really appreciates it and i remember everithg deeply in my heart..
Give me some time.. cos i realli need it alot.. i have tonnes of thgs to sort out..
you know me very well, so u shld know what i mean and why i said these.
hope u can understand..
ok? promise??

i no longer wan ani tears... i oni wan laughter..
i wan a life of an Angel, Life with Love n Smile..