it had been a long long time since my last entry...

it had been so long till the stage where i cant even recall what had really happened.

recentli had been pretty hactic at wrk..
SIA golf comin... means alot of thgs to be done n prepared...
goin to travel means alot to pack n prepare...
to me, all along the thg tt matters to me the most is how i feel...

recentli i had been negelectin all my own feeling...
i didnt really have the time n ability to jus sit down quietly and ask myself wat i realli want and how i am feeling...
i know i had been neglectin my family cos of my work... i know i had neglected him bcos of my wrk...
but it dont seem that i had put in alot of effort to make my wrk perfect...
regardless how hard i try... its alwaes prone to mistakes and eventually someone has to take responsibility..
i dont realli know what had gotten over me... jus that recent daes.. wrk don seem smooth...
although i like my fellow friends there... but somethgs jus meant to happen...
i am a little unsure... not sure which is the right path to choose..
i need some more time... time to cool down n thk abt it...
i guess i really need a good talk with myself...
all will have to wait till i come back frm bangkok?? or bintan??

in less that 12 hrs i will be at bangkok.. struggling wif my event stuff...
prays that it will b smooth and nuttin goes wrong..
have a smooth trip and smooth wrk then i can enjoy myself over the weekends...
pls pls... i dun wan bu bu ani more... i cant take any more setbacks le...
i am tired...

*Angela prays for smooth jorney and safe trip*