This is Part 2 to CNY Day 1...
the reason behind creatin a part 2 is bcos...
this entry will be of a extreme diff feelin and mood from the previous...

somethgs happened in 2006 that cause changes in our life...

as most of u guys know..
my er yi left us on 28 Oct 06..
that means this is the 1st CNY w/o her...
she is the master chef..
so w/o her means others gt to take over her responsibility...
all these fell on da yi ma...
poor thg...

The moment i reach chai chee that day..
meiting was tellin me that Da yi cried...
i expect thgs like tt to happen..
haiz... make me feel super lousy...

that night was the major gatherin...
1 reason is bcos CNY
the other is bcos... we needa discuss abt er yi's assets...
er yi left us some stuff...
so.. aft these period..
i guess.. they decided that its time we all talk abt it...

7 of us were made the god children of my er yi...
so all of us were given a share of smthg..
we were all called into the room... one at a time...

the moment we took over the 'FINAL' token given on behalf of er yi ma
we felt the pain in us...
we are slowly learning to accept the facts...
we need time... or i shld say...
i need time....

Thanks Yi Ma.... Thanks for what u had given us... Thanks...

after that the younger ones came upon and asked me...
"why they wanna distribute the stuff??"
i simply said
"its ur last gift frm er yi.. treasure it"

i can still rem the lost expression on mei wei's face...

haiz...

This night isnt a simple one..
its a night with wif contradictin feelings...
besides this.. somethg else happened... hmmm..
upset....