Time flies and a 100 days had passed...
yesterday was the 100 day she left all of us..
leavin us to her might be a great thg, as her health is makin her suffering...
we do understand.. we dont blame for not tryin harder to stay by our side...
just that i wanna tell her out loud how much i miss her...

these 100 daes seems peaceful at home..
cos all of us try not to mention much abt her...
we know very well that if someone's gonna start on tt topic..
it will be a long tearing session...
more pain will come...

she will always be remembered... FOREVER!

today is the 101 day aft she departed frm this world..
i can still remember that very morning when i last saw her..
i alr had tt feelin that she is givin up...
but we jus dun wanna accept the fact of it...
we dun dare to face it...

thats also the 1st time i saw tears frm her eyes...
for so many years of stayin wif her..
i had never seen her teared b4... not at all...
all along she had been a very strong and supportive character...
but this time, i saw her tears...
n i truely feel her pain...

she is always there when we needed her..
but sad to say.. when she needed us, we cant do much to help her...
we knew that she is sufferin..
but theres nuttin much we can do...
we knew she has alot to say..
but we cant speak on her behalf...
we knew she wanted to go home...
but, no choice.. we cant bring her back..

Er Yi,
i know there will NEVER be the chance u will ever come across my entry here..
but jus feel like writing these out...
this is the only way to release the pain in me...
cos i dun wanna my own feelin to affect the others...

i jus wanna say...
I'm Sorry, Theres nuttin much i can do for u...
Theres nuttin i can do to bring u back to the family...
Thanks for what u had done all along...
U had made me a Better Person...
Thanks and Love u Lots!!
U will Always be remembered by ALL of us..

Love

Realationship Background:
1. I stayed with her since i start rememberin thgs..
2. My Guardian, My Mentor, My Friend, My Aunt
3. She walks me to sch durin my pre-sch yrs
4. She brings me to the doctor when i'm sick, take care of me in the nights...
5. Cook for me since young; she make GREAT dishes.. proven by some close friends of mine..
6. She takes care of the whole family... the decision maker...
7. She maintain order after "ah ma" left
8. She gathers all of us together
9. She looks aft the shop cos she believes that it must be continued