This entry is supposed to be posted last night...
but wasnt done as i am realli realli tired...

this is the 2nd day of me being alone..
as i took up a PT assignment today..
it kinda kept me busy for the whole day...

i called him in the morning aft i woke up.. and we had a short chat...
he sound kinda emotional..
this realli made me felt terrible..
i cant hold back my tears...

afternoon were mainly work...
set out frm home...
preparation work... make-up for harry... talking to clients...
these realli kept me stop thking abt my prob for the moment...
but jus for tt moment...
cos once i sit down alone again...
the issue flew back into my mind....

he called me twice and i was unable to ans due to work...
this is often in the previous times..
but dunno y...
i felt super uncomfortable.. and i hate myself for nt being able to ans his calls..
i realli wanna talk 2 him...

today will be another day...
plans ahead wasnt realli occupying...
but hopefully both of us will feel better...

all of a sudden i feel like tellin him how much i realli miss him...