Time realli flies...
it had already been a week since the lousy 030808...

i am still trying to struggle wif the fact that thgs had already changed...
argh... its realli tough...
and the feeling is really terrible....

i will bear with it..
cos i know i have to....
this decision is made by me...
i am the one who made this choice..
but why am i still not happy??

Since i am the one who made the choice..
why am i still not satisfied???
why am i still not happy???
Why am i still feeling lost???
i really hate this... really...

i really miss u terribly...
really...